Parish Renewal Services
Catholic retreats and parish missions for building
enthusiastic involvement in time, talents, and treasures.

Homepage Our Team Healing Services Contact PRS   
The Way of Christ
in the Midst of Scandals
List of Articles:
Winning the race against sin by PRS
Learning from Divisions by PRS
What Canon Law Says about any abuses
by PRS
Who to Write to
Justice in the Church
by PRS
Testifying to Jesus
by PRS

When our shepherds fail to protect us by PRS

The purging of sexual misuse by PRS

A Prayer by PRS

When your pastor is falsely accused
by Dee Janicke
A Catholic Response to Sexual Abuse
No Effective Reform Without Interior Renewal
U.S. Bishop's Statement on Sexual Abuse Cases
What is the attitude of the Catholic Church?
Letter of the Holy Father to Priests
Cardinal Egan's Letter On Sexual-Abuse Cases
Irish Bishops' Statement on Sex-Abuse Cases
Pope's Address to Cardinals & Bishops
Final Statement of U.S. Cardinals in Rome
Message to American Priests from cardinals
Answering Scandal with Personal Holiness - by Fr. Roger J. Landry
Parish Renewal Services

When our shepherds fail to protect us

Certain people have been put into our lives to be representatives of Jesus the Good Shepherd, but when they fail, how do we fulfill Christ's command to forgive them and to love them? How can we be Christ-like toward those who are not Christ-like toward us? That's the challenge faced by all of us nearly every day, but it's especially difficult for those who have been victimized by unhealthy shepherds who succumb to the temptations of sexual misconduct AND by those who allow it.

(I know this hardship personally. I have been treated lustfully by a priest who also directed his unhealthy and inappropriate behavior toward others I care about, including two who were teenagers.)

We have much to recover from when we're hurt by those who were called to be examples of Christ. We are devastated when we find out that we couldn't count on protection from those who should have protected us.

Although we don't expect perfection and faultless behavior, we do expect to feel safe under the care of those whom God has assigned to be our shepherds.

How do we move from shock and anger into healing and peace? How do we transition from being a victim to being like Christ? How do we leave behind this cross and enter into resurrection?

Jesus was both victim and healer. He understands how we feel. He shares our tears and our disapproval of what happened. He wants things to change as much as -- no, even more than -- we do.

Recovery is a long journey. It cannot be achieved from one short reflection such as this. However, it begins with the decision to want to be Christ-like in our reactions, in what we say to others about it, and in what we'd like to see happen to the perpetrators and those who allowed the evil to continue.

Having made that decision, the next step is to choose to forgive. Forgiveness is not something we have to feel a desire for. Forgiveness does not require that everything will turn out the way we'd like it to. Forgiveness is merely a decision to love unconditionally. We might have to love from afar, but as long as we can pray for "whatever is best" for everyone concerned -- everyone! -- then we are being Christ-like.

"Everyone" includes yourself. "Everyone" includes the perpetrators as well as the victims as well as those who could have stopped the abuse but did not.

Below is a statement issued by the president of the U.S. Conference of Catholic Bishops regarding clergy and child sexual abuse. You will read in it that our shepherds (the bishops) are deeply sorrowful for failing to provide the protection that they could have and should have ensured. Whether or not we believe that all shepherds are so remorseful, our healing begins by accepting this apology and choosing to hold unconditional LOVE for them in our hearts and in our words when we speak about this to others.

These shepherds are promising to "continue to take all the steps necessary to protect our youth from this kind of abuse in society and in the Church." To be Christ-like means to allow HOPE to affect the next step in our recovery process. With Bishop Gregory, we can be "very heartened by the professionals who work with both victims and abusers who ... tell us, there is not another institution in the United States that is doing more to understand and address the horror of sexual abuse of minors."

Through Bishop Gregory, God is giving us our assignment, our commission, our calling to bring healing and help into the terrible world of abuse: "This is a time for Catholic people, bishops, clergy, religious and laity, to resolve anew to work together to assure the safety of our children." Being Christ-like means having FAITH that much good will be accomplished now that we've had the horrific but eye-opening wake-up call through events that have shocked and dismayed us.

So faith, hope, and love remain, but the greatest of these is love.
(1 Cor. 13:13)

© 2002 by Terry A. Modica, PRS
Pray the Rosary for an Increase of Holy Vocations

Email this to a friend
For a printable copy with permission to distribute to others,
or to arrange for a PRS speaker, consultation, or healing retreat, contact us.